Himsauce
-mmmm he’s cute…..
-we work together, that’s a problem yes??
-i wonder if this whole bus riding thing is ever gonna…. get old— as in this is the only interaction that we have for a week at a time….. why doesn’t he ask for my number….. never… not interested?
-i had to make the first move…. almost chickened out =] he didn’t even know my name this whole time =/….
- I wonder where this is going, and why does he always know the fucking right shit to say to me? i hardly know this motherfucker… smooth.
- She says, and they say, he’s not for the relationship thing, bc he has too much pussy running around him already. I say, i don’t care.
- Shit. is getting real…. when’s the last time i had feelings for someone like this? and they don’t turn out to be a crazy crackhead….. interesting.
-What’s the big deal about flowers with this guy?
-Im not gonna wait forever for him to ask me to be his girlfriend, but him don’t wanna do it bc he feels pressured by me and my sisters and all of my friends to do it before he’s ready to do so.
- he DOES indeed have lots of….. girls who want it BAD
- met the friends
- this kid.. baffles me
- FUCK. WTF DO I GET HIM FOR HIS BDAY? especially when threatened with a hospital visit if i do get him one……? =]
- oh. em gee… i know it’s coming…
7/21/2012
Today was the most euphoric day that could ever be planned. gave him his presents and he made me go to my room and proceeded to inform me about my self in a genuine way that i’ve never experienced before. the “light” inside of me and other things…. I almost broke down, but refused bc I’M A MAN AND I WILL NOT!!!! and then he asked me, the moment wasn’t as far away as i had imagined but i knew somehow that it would be on this day. there wasn’t a big shabang and nonsense cliche words. It meant something and was obviously something that he had to contemplate for a long time. Could i possibly trust anyone else so quickly or wholeheartedly? I’m ready for this…
-It’s only day 3..and……..This bitch. might die. When the ex pops up and presents themselves in such a bold “look at me i’m still here” kind of way. how the hell do you handle it without be the annoying jealous one. I’m not mad at him, but i know even though he knows that, it’s got to be like “enough already” with the complaining about someone who i’m obviously not even with. *sigh*
- ”You’re the desert sand I’ll be your water, and you’re the perfect plan i never thought of.” Alone Together- Daley feat. Marsha Ambrosious. this song makes me think of him, to the tee.
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- “I wanna see how cute you look when you become a grandmother!!! Deep? Yes? No? Haha” makes me melt he does
- I never thought that meeting someone’s parents would go so deeply….. how to raise my kids and when i become a part of the family….. such seriousness….. oh well =] kept my fucking cool.
- i fucking said it……. and i meant it of course.
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- how can this feel so right ALL the time?
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- dandy just dandy. and i miss his mom… is that weird?
- almost always willing to compromise, but the double standard does not allow me to do the same….. interesting button pushing.
- i’m over-thinking. but when someone is curt with you, it doesn’t make one feel any reassurance. just cant’s shake the feeling that there’s something wrong.
-Apparently im not allowed to curse anymore…… haha K
-I don’t like to be unnecessarily pushed, but you like to push me. and then you smile after… it’s not funny.
- this is gonna be a good thing. for a long time
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-neeed to move out sir.
-le sigh
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- i asked what it means to him to be IN love with someone rather than just loving them…. recived an awesome answer…. clarity has ensued.
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- only 10-15 feet away for twelve hours and yet it seems like we might as well be on opposite poles of the planet =[ work work work….
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- Im “not the one”…..
